(2012 post) It's already 10:30 PM tonight and I can't believe I'm still here inside some internet cafe trying to catch some news and updates from my emails and my facebook account. When was the last time I ever had the time to do this? I don't even remember. And the last time I ever wrote a blog was like ages ago!
I just don't know why time passes me by all too fast! It's even quicker than the lightning. I really want to do so much, like pursue a new hobby or learn how to dance hiphop or something, but ironically, I am doing so many things already that I couldn't do so much anymore. I wonder if this has ever happened to anybody else?
I wish time will stop. Not too long, but enough for me to have some of it..just to take a quiet walk, read a book, write a blog, write a book or to sleep. What will it take for me to receive the gift of time?
But a part of me also says that it is time that is eating me up. I work for how many hours a day, get home late then before I knew it, it's sleeping time. Then tick tock..get up for work again.
The truth is, it's not time eating me up but working all day does not give me my own time anymore. I have to do something, or else it will never be the same again. Chances will go away along with precious time.. And when that comes, I may not be the same again. Ever.